Yes, terrible things happen, but sometimes those terrible things-- They save you.


-- Chuck Palahniuk

Sunday, April 28, 2013

34- Bother


The Quads, children.


Aria set the tray down on the coffee table and plopped into the chair next to her couch, her swollen stomach pressing against the fabric of her dress. She was due in a month; She was pregnant with her next set of donor babies. She had recently hit 71 babies with Dylan's quads and couldn't believe how close she was to completing her challenge.

One thought stayed on the surface every now and then when she wasn't pushing it away. What happened when she was done? She had been fully expecting to marry Levi and get her happily ever after. 

That definitely wasn't happening now.

Mila groaned, rubbing her fingertips over the scar that was still puckered and new traced across her throat.

"This thing makes me feel so ugly."

Aria clicked her tongue and grimaced. "Mila, would you stop that. You're beautiful no matter what and you know it."

She grabbed a shiny red apple from the tray and tossed it at her sister, who caught it, staring with contempt at the food in her grip. She hadn't been eating much since Rene attacked her. She wasn't sleeping either. Aria wondered vaguely why she hadn't moved. Luckily, Aria had shortly before the whole thing went down.

She sighed, rubbing her extended midsection with one hand, looking up at Mila. She thought about broaching the subject of moving. She knew Mila loved Starlight Shores, but she assumed that she might want to be closer to Aria and Carter. She pulled her bottom lip into her mouth and decided now was a better time then any.

"Mila, what would you say if I asked you to move to Riverview? I feel like you would be much safer closer to me and that one guy who likes to call himself a cop."

Mila snorted at her joke, finally taking a bite of the apple. 

"What is he gonna do, pull out his toy gun and shoot all the bad guys. Please." She responded, winking at her. 

She chewed slowly, thinking it over before finally nodding. "I think that's a perfect idea. The babies and I can come and look at houses next week sometime if that works for you. Can you hook me up with your realtor?"

Aria grinned broadly. Having Mila in her town would be amazing. Now if only she could convince Willow... Nah, that would never happen.

"Of course I can." She replied, shifting her weight a little in the chair she was sitting in. Her stomach felt tight, and a little crampy. She brushed it off though, knowing this couldn't be true labor. She wasn't due for another 3-4 weeks.

She winced as another cramp made its way through her stomach and Mila raised a curious brow. 

"You okay Ar? You look like you're about to pop. Maybe we should have this conversation at the hospital." She joked, taking another bite of the apple.

Aria shook her head. "I'm no where near due yet, it's probably just Braxton Hicks contractions."

Mila seemed slightly unconvinced, but she let it slide for the moment. She quietly finished eating and waited patiently as Aria did too. When Aria returned from the kitchen, carrying bottles of water for the two of them she blurted out a question she had been holding onto since before the attack.

"Why didn't you tell Carter?"

Aria stopped in her tracks, confusion and then realization dawning on her face. She set the bottles on the couch cushion next to Mila where they steadily dripped condensation into the printed fabric. She shrugged, tucking a piece of her raven colored hair behind her ear. 

The thing was, Corbin's threat still echoed in her mind. The fact that she had told Mila and Willow was bad enough. She knew telling Carter would probably be one of the stupidest things she could do. Although, when he found out.. That was not going to turn out very well either. 

That's why she planned on him NEVER finding out.

She sat back in the chair she had been perched in before and looked at the floor. 

"I.. I don't want him to get hurt."

Mila scoffed, twisting the cap off of the bottle and taking a drink, setting the unopened bottle on the table so the ever growing water spot on the seat next to her would discontinue.

"Why would you even be afraid of that? We both know Carter can handle himself. He didn't become a police officer because of merit, Aria."

Aria shook her head, panic clawing softly at her insides. 

"Just drop it. Carter doesn't need to know about that. Ever."

Mila glared at her. "So, you can tell Levi what happened with Corbin, but not Carter, your best friend?"

"What the fuck are you talking about?"

Both girls started, jumping slightly. Aria turned around, her eyes falling on Carters. She hadn't even heard him come in. 

"What does Levi know that I don't? And what does it have to do with that vampiric asshole?"

Aria and Carter stared at each other for a long tme. Neither one of them said a single word, just locked gazes. Mila cleared her throat, standing and walking towards the door. 

"I think this is where I should make my exit. I love you Ar. I will see you next week."

Aria stood to walk with her, when she felt a searing pain in her stomach and doubled over, her eyes squeezing shut. Well, damn. Looked like it was time to have this baby after all. 

Mila rushed over to her, taking her hand. 

Carter still just stood there, staring at her with distrust.. and something else.. worry maybe?  in his eyes.

"Mila, you should get her to the hospital. I have somewhere I need to be." 

Aria's chest filled with anxiety which escalated with the labor pains and she moaned in discontent, clutching her sisters hand in a way that was probably way too tight. 

"Where is he going, Mila?!" She demanded, her voice echoing through the room. 

Mila shook her head, her shoulder rising slightly. 

"I don't know Aria. What i do know, is you're having this baby and we're going to the hospital. Now."

----
"What the hell are you doing here?" Levi snarled, itching to slam the door he had opened in Carter's face.

Carter scoffed, his arms crossed over his chest. "Calm down, I am just here to talk."

Well, that wasn't entirely true, but it was true enough. He was lucky that Carter hadn't shown up the night before, with all of things running through his mind.

Levi looked behind him, shutting the door and stepping outside.

He cracked his knuckles and leaned his weight into one leg, raising an eyebrow. 

"So what do you want?"

He wasted no time, uttering the question without a second thought.

"What happened between Corbin and Aria?"

Carter didn't know what he had been expecting, but it definitely wasn't the smile that etched itself onto Levi's face.

"You mean she didn't tell you?"

Carter instantly felt dread in his chest, but kept his face blank.

"Tell me what?"

Levi barked out a harsh laugh, running a hand through his hair. 

"Well, she came to me with a sob story about how he did to her what happened between Sparrow and I."

Carter froze and his heart stuttered. Anger crawled its way up his chest and into his veins.

"Are you saying that this guy raped her?"

Levi shrugged, a smirk still in place.

"That's what she says. I say she probably asked for it."

As soon as those words left his mouth, Carter snapped.

The sharp sound of fist connecting with bone was cacophonous. Carter shoved him roughly against the door, his voice shaking with anger as he spoke. 

"Levi. You need to listen to me, and listen close."

The fury in his voice was murderous.

"If you ever come back to Riverview, I will kill you. I will put a bullet between your eyes and no one will ever know that it was me. 

If you even /try/ to contact Aria again, I will make sure that you are gone. Do you fucking understand?

You're lucky that I don't give you what you deserve after what you have done to BOTH of those girls."

Each word came out in a growl and it took everything Carter had not to punch him in the face until he stopped breathing.

The smirk Levi usually wore was wiped from his face and blood pooled at the side of his mouth. The fact that he wanted to retaliate was written all over his body language, but he, once again, did nothing. 

"Only a fucking coward would say the shit that you have Levi. She deserved so much better then you." He roughly released the grip he had on his shirt and balled his fists at his sides.

"I mean /every/ word I said. Don't you ever fucking come back into her life. "

He turned, making his way to his Hummer without looking back. The last thing he needed was to be around this fucking asshole. He got inside and threw the gear into reverse, speeding away.


----
Aria brought the babies home from the hospital, 3 Babies, named Joshie, Amy and Blake.

She tucked them into their cribs, taking the steps downstairs two at a time. She rounded the bottom stair, her hand on the banister, when she slammed into a solid figure, screaming in fear, shielding her face with her arms. 

"Aria, it's me." Carter said quietly, gently pulling her arms out of her face. 

Aria relaxed a little, her pulse threatening to shatter her heart. 

His face was so mixed up that she had no idea what was going on. The conversation they had had with Mila moments before she went into labor had completely slipped her mind in the chaos of the brand new babies.

Until now.

Her worry instantly pulsed through her body in waves and she closed off, her eyes going blank. 

"You really need to lock your door, Aria." Carter said softly, staring at her.

He had her arms in his hands still and he looked so incredibly sad that Aria knew right away that something wasn't right.

She looked at the floor, her heartbeat maintaining its anxious speed.

"You know, don't you?" Her voice broke and his grip tightened slightly.

"Why wouldn't you tell me?" Carter's response was shaky and the question twisted Aria's stomach in knots. She swallowed, her throat constricting around the responses she didn't quite want to get out.

"I just.. didn't want to hurt you." The answer fell on the air with a stagnant pause to follow. His face was etched with so many thoughts she couldn't quite put her finger on just one.

"You know I'm going to have to kill him right?"

This wasn't really a question. It was a rhetorical statement and he meant it.

Aria fumbled for words, suddenly filled with panic. 

"No, Carter. You can't confront him. He will kill you." Her voice quivered with the fear she could feel seeping into her stomach. 

He pulled her against his chest, lifting her chin so she would look in his eyes.

"You should have told me." His words echoed hurt, and she could see guilt in his eyes. 

"I should have been there to protect you. All of those things I said.. Aria, I'm so sorry." He brushed his thumb over her lips and shivers cascaded down her spine. 

When he leaned towards her, his lips inches from hers, she could almost feel them touch, remember the way his hands held onto her like they would never let her go. The way he used to look at her like she held his heart in her hands. 

She inhaled sharply, her eyes burning.. 

And turned her face away.

"Aria?" He pulled away, confusion in his tone.

She shook her head, tears still threatening to fall. "You can't do that to me. You can't keep touching me and holding me.. And what the fuck was that?" She removed his hand from her waist and stepped away.

"You tried to kiss me."

He looked stunned at her reaction. He stood motionless for a moment and then shook his head as if the thoughts would just disappear if he did.

He didn't say a word, just shook his head and turned away, as if to leave.

"So that's it?" She managed, still holding back her tears.

He faced her, his expression questioning. "What's it?" He asked, his voice almost a whisper.

Aria stood there, her heart slowly sinking. 

"I'm just your friend remember? Friends don't kiss."

The quiet was all encompassing and it pressed in on them, the only sound the soft tinkling of lullabies from the mobile in the nursery.

"You're right." Carter finally said, nodding curtly. "Don't worry about it. Won't happen again."

His voice was staccato, sharply cutting into her. 

She watched him leave, finally letting herself cry when the door settled shut behind him.

She wasn't even sure what she was expecting him to say. Or even what she wanted.

All she knew, was nothing was certain anymore.

She had absolutely no clue what was going to happen next.


Thursday, April 25, 2013

33- Only If For A Night


Lilia and Raven


Albatross and Avocet


Harlequin, Starling and Verreaux.

----



"I don't understand why you're insisting that we go to your place when we always hang out at mine." 

Aria was slightly suspicious of Carter's intentions, but she trusted him. He pulled up in front of his new house and she jumped down out of the side of the Hummer before he could try and help her out like he always did.


He scowled at her and she grinned. 

"I'm not going to die jumping a foot to the ground, Carter. If you don't want me to risk it, buy a different car. This thing is bad for the environment anyway." 


Aria had given him the same spiel since she found out he had the Hummer. She hadn't convinced him thus far, but she still had faith that someday she might. 


"I like my car, Aria." 

He mumbled, watching her walk up to the door.

Aria turned the handle and threw it open, walking inside and stopping in her tracks. Mila and Willow were seated in Carter's living room. Aria's face instantly went blank and she turned to exit and bumped straight into Carter's chest.

"Let me out, Carter." 

She snapped, balling her fists at her sides.

He shook his head. 

"No. You need to listen. Finally."



Aria glared at him, speechless. She turned to face the other two and the looks on their faces made her want to scream. They looked like they felt sorry for her. They stood, their expressions sliding into uneasiness.


"What exactly do you expect me to say to the three of you? You're basically backing me into a corner. I can't exactly say that I won't let this go with the three of you in my fucking face now can I?" 

Aria sneered, fixating her gaze on the ground. 

"I can't believe you would push me into this, Carter."

 She mumbled, speaking to the floor. 

His entire demeanor changed at her words. 

"This happens to be the only way your stubborn ass would fucking listen." 

He glanced up at Mila, whose arms were tightly wrapped around her chest. 

"Aria, what happened to her was rape. You might not know what it's fucking like to go through something like this, but you're basically telling Mila that you don't care that she did."


All three girls' eyes snapped towards him, an uncomfortable silence filling the room like quicksand. Aria could feel Willow and Mila's stares finding and burning into her. She had never told him. They didn't know that.


Aria quickly spoke before the puzzle pieces could click into place in Carter's head. 

"What do you mean it was rape?" 

Her voice faltered and she could feel her throat constrict. She was beginning to feel the walls she had built up around her to keep Mila out, cave in. She looked into the eyes of her sister and could see every ounce of hurt and betrayal laced through her irises.

"Aria.. You never let me explain. You wouldn't know, cause you didn't listen." 

Mila's expression softened and she bit her lip.

Aria's heart tumbled and she looked away, nausea pulling at her. 

"Aria, you're my sister. You're my best friend. You out of everyone should believe me." 

She glanced at Carter and then stepped forward, placing her hands on Aria's upper arms. 


"I would never lie to you, Aria. Levi hurt me. He betrayed me. And you. I didn't know it was him in the room with me. I thought it was Thomas. Please, Aria. You have to believe me."

Willow came over to the two of them, putting a hand on Aria's shoulder. 

"We will always love you, Ar. Someday you are going to have to trust that we are the only ones who are going to be honest with you. Mila isn't lying to you."

She looked over at Carter, who stood in the hallway, his eyes masked with a far away look. 

"Carter saw everything. He was with Mila after this happened. He might not be the one to tell you this, but I will. You're being stupid, and you're being stubborn. Mila would never lie about something like this. I have been friends with the three of you for years. She isn't a liar."


Willow's words rang true and Aria knew it. She could hear birds singing in the trees outside and the soft wooshing of cars passing. Her apology seemed stuck in her esophagus and she tried to say something, but instead, she started crying. 


Aria looked up into the eyes of her step sister, and for the first time in weeks, she saw the light and life inside of them. She could feel the accusations in her chest slipping away. Mila was telling the truth and she should have known that. If anyone would want to hurt her, it would be Levi.

She put her head in her hands and sank to the floor, crying like a child. Crying like the mess of a human being that she was, that she felt she would always be.

"I'm sorry." 

She finally managed to push the muffled words out between tears. 

Mila knelt next to her and pulled her into her chest. 

"I know you are. I love you, Aria. I just wanted you to know I would never hurt you like that.. Never in a million fucking years would I do something so heartless to someone I care about."

Willow sat next to them and put a hand on Aria's knee. 

"If you would have answered our calls, you would know this. You should know what it's like to hurt like this-" 

Mila cut her off with an alarmed look, but Carter was no where to be seen when Willow turned her head in the direction of where he had been.

She widened her eyes apologetically. 


Aria cried silent tears into the fabric of Mila's shirt and her shoulders shook.

"I'm such an idiot.. How can I ever make up for this?" 

Her words were slurred and shaky, but Mila understood. She pressed a kiss to the top of her head and hugged her closer.

"Aria, it's okay. I forgive you. I will always be here for you no matter how stubborn you are."

Aria was about to say something when she was cut off by a slamming door.

The sound of an engine roaring to life and tires screeching reached the girls' ears and they all three exchanged puzzled glances. What the hell was that all about?

----
Aria pushed through the door, Dylan losing his balance and placing a hand against the wall to regain it. 
"I heard your brother is back in town." Aria said, looking around the room. 

Dylan shut the door, turning back to face her. His arms crossed in front of his chest and he raised an eyebrow. "Maybe he is. Why would you care?"

"I heard from Danielle that the two of you were here.. Staying together. Why? Why would you even bother coming back?" She put her hand on her hip, putting her weight on one foot.

"I came back for my own reasons.. And I'm not sure why Levi is here. He wanted to come with me.. Again, why does it matter? And why are you here?"


Aria didn't answer, crossing the foyer and entering his living room. She sat on the couch and turned her head to look at him.

He sighed and crossed the room, sitting by her.

She immediately scooted as close as she could, her hand on his knee.

Dylan stared at her. "Is that really why you're here? To piss him off?" 

Aria pressed closer, her lips next to his. "I didn't say that." 

It took him a second, she had gotten really good at clouding his mind. "Aria, you don't have to.." 

She kissed him. And he returned it. He never was good at telling her no. 

"You know what's going to happen if we do this right?" She continued kissing him, climbing on his lap. 

"He is never going to forgive you." Dylan mumbled. Aria smiled, her head spinning.

 "I really don't care anymore."

----
A knock from the door pulled Aria out the reverie she was in. Her decision to go and see Dylan was purely based on the fact that when she found out Levi was back in Riverview. In her eyes, he didn't belong here. She believed he should never have returned.. 

After everything he had done, he needed to stay the hell away from her town.

She stood and approached the door, an odd feeling settling in her chest when she noticed bright, glowing skin and coppery hair on the other side. She slid the door open in confusion, raising an eyebrow at her vampiric best friend.

"Hey, Willow. Why are you he-" She cut off a the look on Willow's face. She looked worried, with a mix of what looked like anger. She clutched a stack of papers to her chest and bit her lip, glancing over her shoulder. Aria stepped aside so Willow could enter, still slightly perturbed.

"There's something you need to see, Aria." She held the small gathering of papers in front of her, a few blowing in the tiny breeze that came in from the now shutting door. 

Aria nodded, pointing at the living room.

She followed Willow as she scanned the new room, Aria had recently moved to a bigger house, planning on finishing out her challenge in this new place. Willow sat on her new sofa, setting the documents on her coffee table. She picked up the first section, neatly stapled at the top, and handed it to Aria.

She looked down in confusion, scanning the first few sentences, when her stomach dropped and she went back to the beginning, to read more slowly.

She finished the first paragraph and looked up at Willow in bewilderment.

"This.. can't be true."

Willow nodded. "Every word of it. It's all over the internet. I don't know why none of you thought of googling her before. Man, Carter really is a terrible cop."

Aria scowled, only she was allowed to say that.

"That's not even everything Aria. I'm not one hundred percent you're going to WANT to hear this, but you NEED to."

Willow sighed and Aria sat the papers back on the stack, looking up at her as Willow launched into the story.

"Well, first of all, Rene Shadows isn't even her real name. I don't know why Carter didn't think of looking for a Rene with your mothers maiden name, which is exactly what I did. 

Anyway, Rene Horton came up with a LOT of data. And I mean a lot. Aria, she was in and out of mental institutions her entire childhood for various things. She was on the news!"
(the lighting on this picture was WAY messed up, I apologize for the over-editing to try and make it brighter >.<)
Willow calmed her voice, which had started to get a tinge of anger to it, and Aria leaned forward, hanging on her speech. Mental institutes?

"She wasn't even raised in Appaloosa Plains, she lived in Twinbrook with her real father. She had two siblings, not yours because they were her fathers, that were younger then her by quite a few years. 

Anyway, when she was seven, her younger brother drowned. He was only two."

Willow looked at Aria, biting her lip.

"Rene claimed it was an accident, but the police suspected that she had done it. When the investigators showed up after the 911 call, Rene was covered in water and completely drained of emotion. She told them he had just fallen in the pool and she wasn't able to save him.
But, Aria.. She didn't shed one tear. Not one."

Aria's eyes widened. "Why would they write that in a news report?"

Willow grinned.

"They didn't. I hacked into the police reports and her therapists records. It was incedibly easy.
You wouldn't believe the things this woman has said..

But Aria.. That's not the worst thing.."

Aria remained blank, just looking at her, taking all of this in. How could it get much worse then murder? She nodded, indicating Willow to continue.

"When she left Twinbrook to come here, she saw her therapist one last time."

Willow looked at the stack of papers and sighed.

"All she told her, was that she wanted to get rid of something that was bothering her. Take care of a 'few things' that were standing in the way of her getting her sister to herself. Which means you, Aria.

And in the therapists notes, she seemed to think that she wanted to PERMANENTLY get rid of whatever it was."

Willow's word were coming out faster then ever and she started to twist them slightly in her anxiety.

"Aria.. I can't help but think she means Mila."

It took Aria a second, she thought about Rene's behaviors, her speaking, the way she looked at Mila and spoke about her. She didn't know why she had never picked up on it before, but suddenly it all made perfect sense. Rene wanted Mila out of the way and felt like she didn't deserve to be Aria's sister because she wasnt blood.

Aria's stomach lurched. What the fuck?

She sighed, reaching into her pocket to call Mila, who had been in town for a week or so for a challenge father meet up. Oh, and that tiny little intervention thing that had just happened.

She dialed Mila's number and no one answered.

She called twice more and the same thing.

Then she remembered, her face blanching.

Mila was supposed to be meeting up with Rene today. On the terms of getting to know each other. 

In a panic, Aria grabbed her keys and dialed Carter's number. 

She needed to get to Rene's. And fast. If all of this was true, who knew what she was capable of.

-----
Carter parked the cruiser next to the curb in front of the house Rene was staying in and looked at Aria. The rain thundered overhead and it was almost hard to see through the downpour. She was anxiously drumming her fingers on her knee the entire drive and now that they had arrived, she instantly put her hand on the door handle and threw it open, getting out as quickly as she could.

Carter hissed and exited the car, making it to her side before she made it three feet. 

"Aria, you can NOT go rushing in there. I feel like I should have just done this by myself."

He angrily whispered, his fingers wrapped around the top of her arm. 

She glared at him, pulling her arm out of his grip. 

"Fine." She snapped back, giving a sarcastic curtsy. "After you, Mr. Officer."

He rolled his eyes, turning and heading towards the front door. As they neared it, they noticed it was already slightly ajar. 

A few steps away, Aria's pulse leapt into her throat. There were tiny dark red drops scattered along the wood of the front porch. She could feel the panic increasing in velocity with each and every inch of ground they covered. 


Carter reached the door first, pushing it open with his hand on his gun. 

He paused for a second, scanning the room. 

"Fuck." He mumbled, rushing forward. Aria could tell by the tone of his voice that it was bad. Really bad. 

"Aria!" He shouted from the depths of the room. "Call 911. Now!" 

Aria crossed the thresh hold, freezing in place. Blood covered the ground in a intricate little pattern it seemed. The coppery smell turned her stomach. In the middle of the mess,  Mila lay in a puddle, a line cut neatly across her throat. 

Aria couldn't move. She couldn't feel. Time seemed to be immobile as Carter tried to revive her sister. 

"Aria, what the FUCK are you doing!? Call 911! NOW!"

Aria dropped to her knees, crawling towards her sister. She sat two feet away and pulled her knees to her chest, unable to breathe properly.

"Is she.. dead?"  She whispered, almost inaudible.

"She's going to fucking be if you don't get an ambulance here, NOW, Aria."

Aria reached a trembling hand into her pocket and extracted her phone, dialing the numbers as the tears finally began to fall. 

She had never been more scared in her life. Rene seemed so... Sweet. So innocent and honest.. How could someone she was related to do something like this? What had Mila done? Was Rene really so crazy that she felt the need to KILL Mila? 

Why? This question echoed over all of the others. It made absolutely no sense whatsoever.

 What was this going to accomplish? Did she honestly have something to gain from this?

What was Aria supposed to do?

What if Mila died?

The sirens blew in from outside as the ambulance arrived and Aria was pushed away by the EMT's as they surrounded Mila, blocking her from view. 



Carter looked up at her, his face etched with concern and fear. Mila's blood was all over him and he looked so incredibly worried that it pulled Aria's already nauseated stomach into more knots. The last thing she saw was his face as everything went black.

----

Babies 68, 69, 70, and 71

Echo, Dexter, Bella and Kensington

Lilia and Raven

Avocet and Albatross 

Verreaux, Harlequin, Starling



This is only part one of the story. To see what happened to Mila and what happens next, click this pretty little link right HERE.

It's written by Mila's creator ^_^

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